Firstly, I just noticed I'm about to hit 10k pageviews. I've never been overly interested in them but 10k is alot. So yeah, celebratons!
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Secondly, I've recently realised quite how negative I am towards my own work, and that my attitude has been upsetting/offending other people. I think people in real life are starting to look at me badly, and they'll always tell me that they hate me when I'm drawing, and give me hard looks when I say really it's not that good. This gets to me a little. Also, I've been putting pics on facebook, but recently a so called 'friend' told me that I'm a 'self-demoting bitch' and that I need to grow up, among other insults and threats.
Well maybe I'm too sensetive, but that really upset me - I mean I can't really help who I am, and in a sense being so self-critical is a good thing because it means I'm always picking the flaws out of my own work so that I can improve them. So basically the next time I act like this can you tell me not to, because I don't want to be hated my everybody, but I'm not sure if I can change what I am - but I want to try.
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Anyway, I have to go, I'm going to the beach with :devxemmzy04x: today, so that should cheer me up.
Btw I wrote this in a rush so it may not make sense...