Firstly, I just noticed I'm about to hit 10k pageviews. I've never been overly interested in them but 10k is alot. So yeah, celebratons!
---- the usual depressing but ----
Secondly, I've recently realised quite how negative I am towards my own work, and that my attitude has been upsetting/offending other people. I think people in real life are starting to look at me badly, and they'll always tell me that they hate me when I'm drawing, and give me hard looks when I say really it's not that good. This gets to me a little. Also, I've been putting pics on facebook, but recently a so called 'friend' told me that I'm a 'self-demoting bitch' and that I need to grow up, among other insults and threats.
Well maybe I'm too sensetive, but that really upset me - I mean I can't really help who I am, and in a sense being so self-critical is a good thing because it means I'm always picking the flaws out of my own work so that I can improve them. So basically the next time I act like this can you tell me not to, because I don't want to be hated my everybody, but I'm not sure if I can change what I am - but I want to try.
---- end of the usual depressing bit---
Anyway, I have to go, I'm going to the beach with :devxemmzy04x: today, so that should cheer me up.
Btw I wrote this in a rush so it may not make sense...
`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
Sta.sh
Theme
.
this journal 
But of course there are always the rules......
Please please please fave the journal!
Make another journal about this giveaway and provide a link of that journal in the comments (this will help spread the word about this giveaway)
-
Tearful 
And by the way whoever said the Bitch comment was rather rude, and they is silly.
As long as you're good
I know, I know
I myself have experienced this same situation and
it wasn't good at all~
I know it's easier said than actually initiating it,
but you have lovely art *way better than mine*~
You know even though you aren't going into art
as a career I think you'll be at the top and
say "Wow look at me I've grown so much in what
I do" and those other people who are saying
that stuff to you won't be anywhere near your
improvement~
From what I've learned from experiencing those
situations is to not even pay attention to those
kind of people at all~
Who do they think they are right?~
If they solely and undoubtedly feel like that then let
them and see how far in life they get~
That feeling comes from their own unhappiness
just to see the suffering of others~
Not a good trait by any means at all~
People like that just don't seem to understand
how much that can really hurt a person~
I hope everything improves for you soon~
Thanks again, hun!
I thought you needed some encouragement dear~
Well you just shouldn't have any troubles in
your life~
Aww, welcome sweetie~